rag-doll
rag-doll rag-doll get it through your head
you are not the pretty bitch that gets to sit up on the bed
with the other modeled fucks of porcelain-me in silk dresses
concealing plastic hearts with bendable arms
rag-doll please, gather your eye that hangs so
strung out from the socket
from all those times you left yourself
catatonically drunk on the floor for the dogs
that love to chew you up
the smell of you makes me sick
dragging yourself across in shit
gathering any bits of your mind you can find
falling out like stuffed cotton
I watch the wind throw you around
in its pull so easily
rushing through the open window of my room
but I have no worries for you there
pinned against the floor
nowhere further for you to fall
and then there is the crash
one by one the wind casts the porcelain dolls right off the bed
always sitting too close to the edge
falling broken a coordinated team diving into the mirror pool
their fragile faces smashing, one blue glass eye rolling across the room
they fall harder than you rag-doll
now that you are all that is left
my tea party is ruined




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